JOHN REEVES

Once again a cousin.Short story John and Cindy,John's wife asked me to come over since I was in off the road.The only time Cindy wanted to be a friend to me was to have someone to drink wine with.John and Cindy were drunks and drug partakers.I do not do drugs and I do not drink but on the occasion of a glass of wine,there are the occasion I would drink a half a bottle .There is something about wine that helps my monthly time,this may only be that it takes the pain away,as my pain is equivalent to the second stage of
labor pains.John as usual had been doing drugs,thinking he will make it as a song writer.We all were out on the porch singing stupid songs.John had gone to the shed to get something and I followed.I made a mistake
by following him.This was a small occurrence that shouldn't have happened because my cousin or cousins
should always (drunk or not)see that I am their mothers,sisters daughter.In this incident I was given an out
before it became something that would become horror to me.It just made me sick anytime I saw him.IF THE CHURCH EVER WANTED ME TO HAVE SHAME-HERE IS MY SHAME-THAT I WAS BORN WITH BOTH SIDES OF A FAMILY THAT I COULD NOT TRUST THAT THEY SAW ME AS FAMILY BUT SAW ME AS A SOMEONE THEY WERE GOING TO TREAT AS LESS THAN THEMSELVES.MALE COUSINS<TREATED ME AS A SEXUAL OBJECT THAT THEY HAD THE RIGHT TO TAKE<AUNTS AND UNCLES<AS THEIR PERSONAL ASSISTANT,MAID AND SLAVE,THAT WHATEVER I HAD WORKED HARD FOR THEY HAD THE RIGHT TO STEAL
THAT I HAD NO RIGHT TO A LIFE OF MY OWN,MY CAREER,MY HUSBAND,MY SON,MY
DECISION TO MARRY WHOM I CHOOSE,THEY ARE THIEF'S,CONVERTERS,AND HYPOCRITE'S WHO DO NOT LOVE  BUT CHOOSE TO PROTECT THE WRONG BECAUSE NOT ONE OF THEM HAVE THE GUTS TO STAND FOR WHAT IS RIGHT.THEY ARE LAZY AND FILTHY.THEY ARE POOR NOT BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T GET A CHANCE IN LIFE,THEY ARE POOR BECAUSE THEY SPENT THEIR LIFE STEALING FROM OTHERS.HILLBILLIES TO THE GET GO WHO WANT TO SHAME THE INNOCENT BLOOD OF THE GIRLS OF THE FAMILY THAT THEY MOLESTED.GOD FORBID,THAT THESE SHALL SEE THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN WHERE THE VICTIMS OF THEIR ABOMINATIONS,SHALL BE.AND YES THIS INCLUDES THE INNOCENTS OF MY TWO OLDER SISTERS DONNA AND DIANA FOR
ONLY GOD AND ME THAT WAS THEIR VICTIM WILL JUDGE TOGETHER WHAT THEY

DID CONCERNING ME.BUT DO KNOW THAT EVEN THEY HAVE A CHANCE TO SEE THE KINGDOM BEFORE THESE OTHERS-WHY? BECAUSE I ,THEIR VICTIM,FASTED AND PRAYED OVER EVERYONE ONE MY MOTHERS CHILDREN,AND THEIR CHILDREN'S CHILDREN,OUT OF THE LOVE THAT I KNOW MY MOTHER,ELNORIA MENDIA CREEKPAUM HAD FOR US ALL.MY MOTHER WAS ONE OF THEIR VICTIMS AND SHE COULD NOT HELP HERSELF LET ALONE PROTECT HER CHILDREN FROM FAMILY VOUCHER'S.