Wednesday, May 16, 2012

WESTERN EXPRESS AUGUST 2008-FEBURARY2010

I started working for Western Express August 2008,and once again it took about a week and who ever was stalking me had found where I was working again.Someone who had access to my social security number and or the authority to access this information.I liked my dispatcher,he was very good about keeping me running and he got me in on time so that I could be rested up for my trip out.When I came in I usually stayed at the Baymont Hotel,that was just about a mile ,mile and a half from the terminal.I spent my time off taking care of myself such as a haircut,nails done ,laundry,and shopping.I spent my evening with a glass of wine to relax and I got my easel ,canvas,and oil paints out of my car and I painted,singing and praising the Lord,talking to Him,of what they were doing to me.I needed my 34 hrs in Nashville because that is where I considered home,it is where my terminal was and Gods plan was to be with the one that I loved and Tennessee was his home.My bubble baths and pizza night was important to my mental well being.I did not date and I did not sleep around.I did let Jim visit with me one time.I WAS NOT A PROSTITUTE-YOU BASTARDS-I HAVE A RIGHT TO CHOOSE TO SLEEP WITH ANYONE I CHOOSE TO SLEEP WITH WITHOUT IT BEING THE WORLDS BUSINESS.Who do you people think you are?Are you that jealous that you can not live your own life?I have a right to rent a room at any hotel in this country and fuck who I please,without it being Anyone
business.I did not choose to but what gives you the right WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?YOU ARE NOT MY GOD<YOU ARE NOT MY JUDGE OR JURY<I HAVE NOT COMMITTED A CRIME ,THAT FOR SIX YEARS YOU HAVE STALKED ME, I WAS THE VICTIM OF A CRIME THAT WAS COMMITTED AGAINST ME AND I TESTIFIED IN THE COURT OF LAW AND THE PERPETRATOR WENT TO JAIL<I HAVE DONE NOTHING OF ANY SUSPICIOUS BEHAVIOR THAT WOULD CAUSE ANY LAW ENFORCEMENT TO HARASS ME.I am a PROFESSIONAL TRUCK DRIVER FOR EIGHTEEN YEARS<YOU DUMB ASSES !!!!I HAVE THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE WHO I WANT A RELATIONSHIP WITH OR WHO I DO NOT,I AM NOT ANY ONE'S SLAVE>YOU PEOPLE WILL GO TO HELL THAT IS A PROMISE.I HAVE THE RIGHT TO LOSE WEIGHT AND LOOK AS SEXY AS I WANT TO<I HAVE THE  RIGHT TO DRESS THE WAY I FEEL IS APPROPRIATELY<I DO NOT BELONG TO YOUR CONTROLLING CHURCH OR RELIGION.THE COMPANY I WORKED FOR DID NOT PAY MY HOTEL BILL UNLESS I WAS
BEING PROLONGED FOR THE REASON OF A TRUCK BREAKDOWN AND IF I FUCKED TEN
MEN IN ONE NIGHT WHICH I DID NOT<IT WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN THE COMPANY'S BUSINESS I HAVE THE RIGHT TO FUCK A MAN IN MY TRUCK AND IT IS NOT THE COMPANIES BUSINESS.I AM A GROWN WOMAN AND SINCE THE AGE OF SEVENTEEN WHEN THE FOSTER HOME GAVE UP IT'S RESPONSIBILITIES FOR ME I HAVE BEEN RESPONSIBLE FOR MYSELF>YOU THINK AT THE AGE OF 39 YOU HAD THE RIGHT TO DESTROY MY LIFE AND JUDGE ME?I AM FORTY-FIVE YEARS OLD ,YOU WILL PAY FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME AND MY SON.THE LAW WILL GET JUSTICE.AND GOD WILL AVENGE.I HAVE A RIGHT TO CHOOSE THAT I DO NOT EVER INTEND TO DATE <SLEEP WITH OR FUCK<OR MARRY A TRUCK DRIVER<A SALESMAN<A FBI AGENT<OR A HOMELESS MAN<I HAVE A RIGHT TO CHOOSE TO SLEEP WITH A JUDGE OF THE LAW<AN ATTORNEY<A RICH MAN OR A POOR MAN<A FARMER OR AN AIRPLANE PILOT ,BY GOD THIS IS MY BODY,MY MIND,AND MY SOUL,THIS IS MY LIFE AND YOU HAVE NO RIGHT IN THE NAME OF THE LAW OF THE LAND OR GODS :LAW TO DESTROY MY REPUTATION<MY CAREER<MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY SON OR MY PRIVACY>YOU HAVE NO RIGHT IN THE LAW OR UNDER THE LAW TO TAP MY PHONE OR RECORD ANY CONVERSATION THAT I HAVE FOR ANY REASON WITHOUT MY PERMISSION_____AND
NOBODY HAS EVER HAD MY PERMISSION!
      My dispatcher's name was Jeff Allison ,he was a good dispatcher.And I was able to share with him as he was a believing Christian also,faith, when the day became more stressful than he or I had anticipated.During this time I was able to acquire another phone provider and got a family plan again,and I and my son both had phones on My plan.I started getting stalked again and I tried to talk to night dispatch about it and they sent my call to the VP of operations .He would not lesion to me and he fired me and told me to bring the truck in.
I was devastated as I needed my job but this had to stop.When Jeff came in the next morning he talked to the VP on my behalf and the VP talked to me and apologized for making a rash decision and jumping to conclusions,I told him I understood ,that I also had been in the position that my decisions meant the well being and survival of our company,and that the stress can become too much sometimes.I thanked Jeff and he said we should never discuss this again.
       But this continued,when I came in I could not lay on my bed and watch a TV show ,or watch a sermon
by one of the TV Evangelist without it coming directly from some conversation or action that I had taken during the week.I tried to ignore it to the best of my ability but I was being verbally ,mentally and physically
abused and attacked on the road by drivers.The helicopters did not stop either.
It wasn't long and Geraldine from Melissa Valley was working for Western Express also.And many times I would hear a cough through the audio of the Quil-Com computer.
      Thanksgiving was coming up and I had talked to Daniel about me coming to him for Thanksgiving.Although I had not worked with Western Express long enough to financially be able to afford
to go without getting an advance,for those of you that do not drive a truck,an advance is an amount of money the company loans you to get your job done then that amount is taken out  of your next check.The amount
I would need for the flight and for the food for Thanksgiving would be more than the usual company advance.
Jeff was kind enough to get me an approval  for the amount I needed so I could go see my son.I was blessed
and I praised the Lord and blessed Jeff also in prayer for him and his family.It was such a gift for me ,even though it would only be for three days ,I had not seen my son in so long ,I was hurting inside.Thanksgiving was wonderful.I met Daniel's roommates,his friend Austin,and Marilyn.Austin worked with Daniel at 20/20
and Version ,and Marilyn worked as a dancer at a entertainment club.I met Daniel's new girlfriend Stacy Nixon who Daniel was clearly happy with and I was impressed because according to Daniel she had convinced him to going back to church.I cooked Thanksgiving dinner for Daniel,Austin,and I,and Marilyn and Stacy went to their own family's.We had a wonderful time together,and we went to see Daniel's boss and his girlfriend,Ross and Michelle.I also met some of Daniel's co-workers.One in particular, was KC.And this name comes up a year later with my son saying ,"MOM,KC IS EVIL,YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT HE HAS DONE."But I won't go into this yet,because I need every detailed memory for this time.And Ross and Michelle will come up again.My son was responsible and I was so very proud as I saw my son was a grown
man and showed that he had a head for responsibilities as a general manager and worked well for his company.This visit did me a world of good and when I got back to Tennessee I was ready to go back to work.Christmas Daniel was going to his dads or with Stacy so I spent Christmas at the hotel and bought a chicken dinner to eat.I was thankful for Thanksgiving.I talked to my son almost daily for at least five to fifteen
minutes a day to know he was ok,but also to let him know I was ok.
During the next year Daniel was having a hard time financially so I would send him money to help him.Especially when he had to find another place to live as Austin was moving back to Texas,Houston I believe and 20/20 was not doing so well anymore.Never once would I EVER begrudge or feel my son owed me ,this is MY son and I knew when Daniel was young that Daniel's daddy would care financially for him as a child but his daddy would not understand when he was a young adult ,that there are times that a young adult will spend unwise or make unwise decisions that he would need help.And I came to the rescue and my son was appreciative more than enough expressing to me his love and gratefulness.And I had supplied my son a cell phone since he had moved to New York to this time and past this time.I sent my son money through Western Union and through a prepaid credit card.I have receipts.And I have mothers day card and birthday card.KISS MY ASS YOU WICKED PEOPLE<MY SON LOVES ME AND I LOVE HIM AND I KNOW YOU HAVE DONE SOMETHING TO HIM<AND IT WILL BE FOUND OUT.STACY NIXON YOU ARE A SUSPECT.My phone account was with T-Mobil.And during this year my sim cards were being stolen out of my phone.Messages that were sent to one person ,was being sent to another.Causing friends to become angry with me because they were receiving messages sent to another person.I had the T-Mobil account from 2008-2010.In this company one key fit all the trucks,and my cloths,and personal stuff was being stolen,money out of my wallet ,bills of lading and logbook pages.During this year when I was talking to my son on the phone ,he said Stacy was yelling at him because he was talking to me at the table.I told him Daniel,I am out on the road and sometimes I have to drive when you are working and I have to sleep when you are off ,we only spend five to fifteen minutes a day to know what is going on in each others lives.He said I know mom,she has her mother fifteen minutes away and I only get to see you once a year,but Stacy won't understand this.Throughout this year also Daniel complained about Stacy jealousy she was accusing Daniel of being with this women that was working with him.Daniel said she was making passes at him but he loves Stacy.Daniel made it clear throughout that year that he nor Stacy wanted to get married yet.But Daniel told me he wanted to be smarter than what had happened to his dad and me ,cause when he married he wanted it to be forever.I was extremely happy to hear this.I wasn't happy
I had sent Daniel 900.Dollars to help him with first and last months rent and deposits.I received a card Daniel had sent with pictures thanking me for all I had done to help,Stacy sent me a note thanking me for the money for a SOFA and COMFORTER FOR THEIR BED.I had sent the money to get them moved in NOT for a sofa.
One week before my birthday in August 2009,I was at a truck stop and I went in to get a cup of coffee,I had left my phone,it was a red phone ,in my truck,when I came back to the truck my phone was gone .It had to have been a driver from Western Express because anyone of our drivers have a key that will open the door.
Just before Thanksgiving 2009 was about the end of October,Daniel called me around three o'clock in the morning,he said that this man,Nick,had tried to sexually assault Stacy,he walked in as the man was holding her down,Daniel said he jumped at the guy and beat him up,defending Stacy,Daniel was in Washington at a hotel at the time.He said in  Everett,Washington even if you are defending someone ,you can't beat someone up and he was going to jail
to please come get him out.I was in Louisiana,at the time.I called the station where he was and they said the
bail was posted at 10,000 dollars,Daniel and this Nick had to go to the hospital with injuries.Daniel hurt his wrist and he thought it may have been broken,Nick had facial cuts and bruises.I called the jail and tried to
find out what was going on and they said both boys were now in jail and they could not see the judge till Monday.That was three days away.I cried and prayed to the Lord for his release. I didn't have 500.dollars to my name and certainly didn't have enough to get my son bail bonds.Monday the jail told me Daniel had been released,but when I talked to my son ,he didn't sound like himself.Let me explain,my son loved me,my son was always respectful,and I don't mean some of the time I mean all the time.if he accidentally let out a curse word in my presents he would correct himself and apologise telling me how sorry he was.Daniel was very protective of our relationship,one reason being that as he was growing up there were too many people
trying to cause Daniel to hate me and Daniel had to learn and see on his own that what they were saying was not the truth.About a month earlier Daniel had called me and told me he thought his cousin Christine ,Donna's
daughter had contacted him on the Internet.I pleaded with Daniel not to have contact with her.He asked me why,and he felt like I was trying to keep him from having family members,I told him son,I love you and you don't understand all that I have gone through,if I have to tell you for you to understand I will,I am not trying to keep you from having a family,I want you to have people that you love and love you that through good and bad they are there,but that regrettably I have no family to offer you,I told him I also grew up without anyone
and I had to learn to make my friend,family.I told him since he does love Stacy and Stacy loves him and that
they both seemed settled that ONE day they probably get married,become close to her mother,sisters and dad.Daniel had gotten angry at me because I told him that my side of family are a danger to me and him,and I was not ling,Daniel hung up on me and I cried .But he called me back a minute later and apologised and promised not to contact her.I hurt so bad for my son and I told him how much I loved him.This is the way my son treated me,with respect,we didn't always agree,and we didn't always decide that we just disagree but
we respected each other and loved each other openly.When Daniel got out of jail he was down right rude,hateful,and mean.Yelling at me and accusing me.This was not sounding like my son,I called the jail again
to make sure that it was my son released and not someone with his identity .They assured me it was Daniel that was released.I called Daniel again to see if he was ok,and he said he was going to a concert and that it was in the desert and he would not have any phone for three days.He said he was going with Stacy,Ross,and Michelle.I had no choice but to wait to hear back from him,but I felt something wasn't right.I waited till he called me three days later and he sounded a little better but something still was not right.He said that Michelle
had called Stacy a bitch and whore and was jealous of Stacy being around Ross.Does this sound familiar?
Jesus is my witness,I don't need to lie,if I had called Stacy a bitch and whore ,I am not afraid to say so.At Thanksgiving 2009,I did not call Stacy a whore or even curse at her,I will get to that story soon.I loved my son and I knew he loved Stacy,I even bragged to guys in the shop at Western Express showing Stacy and Daniel's picture and bragging how beautiful she was and that I know she would be my daughter-in-law,and I could not be prouder.I showed Tim Ellis at Ryder too.Daniel and I had started making plans for me to come up to Portland for Thanksgiving 2009,I needed to purchase the ticket early enough that I could get a discount rate.The average ticket ,the last year costed me almost 600 dollars,if I purchased it early enough I could get
it for almost 400.,as it turned out I was on the road and could not get in to purchase the ticket for the discounted rate and it was getting later to buy the ticket.I called Daniel and he said that Stacy had a credit card and I could send the money to her and she could put it on her card.I went to a truck stop and used Western Union and sent 500.dollars in Stacy's name.She had sent me a text that she had received the money and thanked me for getting it there so soon.She said she was in class but that when she got out of class she would call me with the confirmation number.When she called I was driving and couldn't take the information down so I told I would call in about an hr.I called in an hour,no answer,I called again later,no answer,I called the next day,no answer,I sent a text message,no answer.by the next day and no answer I called the police dept.and asked them to check on my son please,I am worried something had happened.WE THAT ARE TRUCK DRIVERS<GOD HAVE MERCY THAT PEOPLE WOULD HAVE AN UNDERSTANDING
THAT WE LOVE OUR FAMILIES AND THEY ARE WHAT IS ON OUR MINDS WHEN WE ARE OUT ON THE ROAD<AND WHEN WE DON"T HEAR FROM THEM WE DON"T KNOW IF THEY ARE OK<WE WORRY<AND THAT CAUSES STRESS AND THAT CAUSES HEART ATTACKS<STROKES<HEART DISEASE AND FAILURE TO RESPOND AT A MOMENTS NOTICE TO MISS AN ALMOST ACCIDENT.
         STACY NIXON MY SON HAS PAID FOR YOUR COLLAGE <IT WILL BE INVESTIGATED
WHAT YOU DID YOUR PAPERS ON<IF IT TURNS OUT THAT YOU WERE USING MY LIFE
TO DO YOUR STUDIES ON YOU WILL BE IN PRISON A LONG TIME.

******Another thing that was happening at Western Express,I had met a man named Gerald,he was in the service along time.We ran together(in separate trucks)for a couple of trips,this man was an old married man
but he kept insisting to ask me if he left his wife would I be with him,I answered him definitely not,I told him because you are way too old for me and age does matter,that I had been through that before and I will not go through it again.He kept insisting that drivers that had been on the road more than ten years needed special military style training ,he kept insisting that I needed to be his student.He kept on till I had to tell him to go to hell and leave me alone.I know how to drive a truck and I don't need him to teach me anything.
During this year also,there is something that was happening that was very strange to me,when I would wake up from a sleep,it would feel as if I had just been hypnotised.I felt I had been talking about all these things from the past.Then I got a call from Daniel at about 2:00am in the time zone I was in ,and he was speaking to me in a manner and maturity of what I remember he behaved when he was fifteen.I could not go into the argument he was taking the conversation.I told him I needed to sleep that if he is ok I needed to go back to sleep.The next day I called him to find out why he was talking like this and he said"YA,MOM,I'M BEING
HYPNOTISED!I did not think this was funny as that is the way I felt was being done to me.
I took a week unpaid vacation,November 2009 to visit with my son and get away from the terror I was
going through on the road.a week before going I started receiving hate text from Daniel that he was turning me in for harassment to Stacy and himself.The messages to me were clearly not my son.Not the my son would talk or treat me.Then I got a call from my son telling me how happy he was I was coming,that he planed for us to go snow boarding and skiing,that there were great wineries that we will do a wine tasting,all the things I wanted to do with my son and Stacy,and that we would be having Thanksgiving dinner at Stacy's moms.I was happy and excited to see my son ,but I was worried what was going on.I asked Daniel if I needed to bring a dress for Thanksgiving?He said no,that it was casual.I usually shop at Ross Dress for Less
which have great prices on quality cloths so I bought some special items to look nice in.packed my bags and ran to the airport.Daniel had called me and said he had just received my itinerary and he would meet me at the airport.I was thinking that maybe nothing was wrong after all.but something was wrong terribly wrong.And I really am going to have a hard time explaining,because I really don't understand what happened.But I know that I was sober and I know that my son would have never done what happened,AND I ALSO KNOW THAT I DID NOT CALL STACY A WHORE<THEN>BUT I DO NOW.

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